Performativity

Why do girls wear make-up? Why do men age gracefully and women hideously? When I go clubbing and see all the painted faces I feel uneasy. I am a hypocritical. I wear make up everyday, without it I feel naked. But men always tell me I look better without it. Is gender really a construct? A function of reproduction? Is it part of our programming to wear make up and perform? Partly yes maybe. It can be an art. I think geishas look beautiful. But there is such a thing as grace and class which many woman in England lack. I vow never to stoop so low.

Unmotivated

These days I feel a little dissapointed with myself. I am so tired after hitting up London seeing my friends that I really needed to catch up on sleep. I went out as soon as I got back for my friends birthday. Went but drank far to much so spent yesterday eating and eating. Urgh. Plus I cant upload pictures onto my blogs layout. I swear I love my apple mac but sometimes it does not like doing things windows does. But she is pretty. I skipped my chinese class today as I woke up late. I am going to hit up the gym tonight before my pole dancing class and get back to the health! Oh an so excited am thinking of buying a apartment in Yangshuo. It will be new and fabulous and hopefully a good investment. I asm going to go have a look this easter holiday. When do I have time to do my essays!!?

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